The road less traveled...

I'm missing you, God. This song You are Here by Charissa, is to us. Cheers! https://www.box.com/s/udj5sxvtxyjgkyvnoed9

Every life needs a soundtrack; even if no one else can hear it.

Finally... I see the sun for the daylight; I feel His breath for the wind and He is here with me now. Spring is coming... Sometimes I wonder, when will God call me home? Will it be sooner than I expected? How soon will it be? How would my loved ones take it? How would we part? Often I imagine being in heaven with God and looking down on earth, also being part of the 'cloud of witnesses'... I imagine myself, looking down at the funeral procession. Who do I see? What do I see? Who are the ones celebrating or who are the ones broken with tears? What will I leave as a legacy? What will people say about me? Will I achieve my lifelong dream by then? But... should I even leave these people behind? What will they make of me or what will they make of God? What will people make of life in such situations? Will I leave behind a story good enough to be published as a book? What words of wisdom will I leave for those on earth? What will people remember me for? What have I done for God that...

Have you ever been haunted The way I've been by you? And have you ever felt The measure of the days That I've spent waiting Pining for you? I can't see the sun for the daylight I can't feel Your breath for the wind I don't want to step from these shadows Till You're comin' back again I've dammed these emotions To keep my lanterns lit Shaken by this longing Coursing through my veins In my mind, I can't make sense of it Can't see the sun for the daylight I can't feel Your breath for the wind I get so used to these shadows Are You comin' back again? Do we give up the search and turn out the lights? And give up this Holy Ghost that rattles through the night? Can't see the sun for the daylight I can't feel Your breath for the wind I don't want to step from these shadows Till You come back again Can't see the sun for the daylight Can't feel Your breath for the wind I get so used to these shadows Will You chase away these sha...

If I could describe Your love, how would I describe it? What choice of words would I use? If I were to paint Your love, what would I draw to describe Your love? Would colours be enough or would it remain as a blank white sheet? If I were to sing or write a love song about Your love, how would it sound? Rather, how should it sound? Would there be words? Or would there even be a sound? Selah Take time to ponder while listening to 'Awaken'. God will reveal His love. http://www.box.net/shared/pqqtsp05rp (Taken from Alberto and Kimberly Rivera, Live Soaking Series Vol.1 ) ...More than the watchmen wait for the morning, more than the watchmen wait for the morning, my soul is yearning for Thee. "I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in His word I put my hope. ...put your hope in the Lord, for with the Lord is unfailing lo...

Beautiful Mercy by Laura Hackett There is no pit too deep that Jesus cannot reach There is no sorrow so strong that would overtake His beloved one And He’s brought me to the wilderness where I will learn to sing And He lets me know my barrenness so I will learn to lean Beautiful Mercy, do what You have to do Jealous Lover, do what You have to do So I will sing; yes, I will sing I will sing, even in this brokenness I will sing, even in this loneliness http://www.box.net/shared/cfreijqfxc

Jamie's Song by Kristene Mueller She's a sparkle in her Father's eye Kind of like the moon tonight She's destined for divinity His portion is His purity And a glance His way comes across her face He sheds a tear, oh oh Amazing grace how sweet the sound Amazing love Oh she's been found A sparkle in her Father's crown Holy love come raining down Come storming in, be jealous found Come violent love, Come stormy seas Sweep fear away and you shall be And even if he had ninety nine Stayed at home and stayed in line He would not be satisfied He would still go out to find The one who's always on His mind And bring her back, arms opened wide He sheds a tear, oh oh Amazing grace how sweet the sound Amazing love Oh she's been found Holy love come raining down Come storming in, be jealous found Come violent love, Come stormy seas Sweep fear away and you shall be http://www.box.net/shared/j39kzls9kp

While I'm Waiting - John Waller I'm waiting I'm waiting on You, Lord And I am hopeful I'm waiting on You, Lord Though it is painful But patiently, I will wait I will move ahead, bold and confident Taking every step in obedience While I'm waiting, I will serve You While I'm waiting, I will worship While I'm waiting, I will not faint I'll be running the race Even while I wait I'm waiting I'm waiting on You, Lord And I am peaceful I'm waiting on You, Lord Though it's not easy But faithfully, I will wait Yes, I will wait I will serve You while I'm waiting I will worship while I'm waiting I will serve You while I'm waiting I will worship while I'm waiting I will serve you while I'm waiting I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord "Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord" Psalm 27:14 http://www.box.net/shared/21zwqfegwk/1/16050572/350976430

Rendered speechless by Your beauty Lord, I'm blown away With everything that's in my heart A million words could never say all there is to say You're more than just a song You're more than just a whim You're more than just a passing fantasy You're my Everyday You're my Every Way You're my Everything If I could see forever In just one moment I would say These todays are worth tomorrow When I will see You face to face I want to be with You I need to be with You I long to be with You, precious King So with every day, Lord, in every way You're my Everything You're my Everything You're my Everyday You're my Every Way You're my Everything http://www.box.net/shared/y415i0g4tf

Time flies... It's now July 2008. Sometimes I can't believe that I've been here in England for nearly half a year now because it feels like I've been here longer than that. Months before I came to Great Britain, I felt that I don't belong to my comfort zone anymore. I felt in my heart, I should be somewhere else other than in Malaysia. It was when I arrived in England, I felt so good. It was where I am supposed to be. Just last month, I felt so assured because I am in the centre of God's will for my life. I took time to embrace the call of God upon my life once again. It feels so good to know that you're right there, in the centre of His will, where He wants you to be. I reviewed my goals for 2008 last night. Wow, it has been a fruitful and profitable year. Profitable in the sense of having new friends, learning to live an independent life, learning to take care of myself, learning to do things for myself, learning to yield more to the Father, learning and o...

God has been reminding me that He is with me always. Always... Three significant ministers of God have told me similar things like that. The first word I received was that God is changing the course of my life a little but at the same time I should not fear, because Jesus is holding my hand and walking with me. The second word was received in a Ladies' Conference. The theme of this Destiny Conference was taken from Psalm 139:16 " Not in the hand of man but in the hand of God ." We were asked to 'step in' to the river glory and to pick up a pearl which represented each of our destinies. When I was ready, I went forth. And into that 'river' I waded. There was a pearl, laid bare before me. It was just for me - it was my destiny. I picked it up and held it tightly; offered thanks to God, for He remembers me and He knows my destiny. The word that was released to me was that though the world may have abandoned me; but God, He never abandoned me. I thank God for ...